MY BROKEN HEART

wednesday.08.january 2009


I HAD LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART,
AND GIVE UP EVERYTHING FOR YOU,
THINGKING THAT YOU ARE WORTHY OF MY LOVE,
THINKING THAT YOU WILL BE TRUE...

I HAVE TRUSTED YOU A LOT AND BROKE
MY TRUST SO MANY TIMES...
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS BREAKS MY HEARTS??
WHY ARE YOU KILLING ME INSIDE??

WHY DO I LOVED YOU???
I ASK THIS QUESTION A MILLION TIMES,
WHY DID WE MEET EACH OTHER?
WHEN U WILL ONLY BREAK MY HEART ONLY?
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE ALL YHESE HARDSHIPS IN LIFE?
WHY OH WHY IT'S TEARING ME APART.

THERE ARE TIMES THAT I WANTED TO GIVE UP
BECAUSE IT'S DRAINING MY STRENGTH
MAKING ME WEAK IN AND OUT
WANTING TO VANISH WITH THE AIR,
OH MY GOD HOW WILL I EVER SURVIVE??

WHY DO YOU LIE ALL THE TIME?
EVEN IF I HAVE ALL THE PROOFS,THAT COULD NAIL YOU DOWN.
MAKING THINGS WORST AS THEY ALREADY ARE.
WHY CAN'T YOU ADMIT THAT YOU MADE A MISTAKE
INSTEAD OF DENYING IT THAT ONLY MAKES ME CRY.

DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME??
DID YOU EVER TRY??
HOW TRUE IS YOUR LOVE FOR ME,PLEASE TELL ME NOW??
MY BROKEN HEART WILL HEAL I KNOW
DO I HAVE TO LIVE WITH FEAR THAT YOU WILL LEAVE ME
ONE DAY,BECAUSE YOU FOUND A NEW LOVE?THAT WILL LEAVE ME BEHIND

DO YOU WANT ME TO FIGHT FOR MY LOVE??
OR WOULD YOU RATHER LET ME GO OF YOU
TO LESSEN THE MISERIES I HAD.
WOULD IT MAKE YOU HAPPY IF I'LL LET YOU GO?
THOUGH IT WOULD HURT ME SO MUCH
TELL ME WHAT TO DO,PLS HELP ME OUT...

MY BROKEN HEART WILL HEAL I KNOW
IT WILL TAKE SOMETIME BUT IT WILL GO,
IT WILL LEAVE A SCAR,THAT WILL REMIND ME OF YOU
BUT MY FORGIVENESS IS THERE AND THAT BECAUSE
I LOVE YOU......

FUN SUNDAY

DESPITE OF THE FACT THAT I WAS IN PAIN OF HAVING BAD HEADEACH IN THIS FEW DAYS,I HAD A GREAT SUNDAY WITH MY FRIEND,WE GOT THIS FABULOUS 2FOR1 VOUCHER FROM''PIZZA EXPRESS''WHICH WE NORMALLY WILL NOT GO BECAUSE OF THE PRICE,WE HAD A LONG WALK FROM HOME TO THE RESTAURANT,WITCH IS BY THE DOCK.
WE ORDERED A''ARRANCINI''AS AN APPETIZER,WHICH IS RISOTTO AND CHICKEN HAM COVERED AND FRIED WITH BREAD CRUMBS,AS OUR MAIN,I HAD DIAVOLO CLASSIC PIZZA,DEVILISHY HOT WITH SPICY BEEF,PEPERONI,ONIONS AND TABASCO,WITH HOT GREEN OR JALAPENO PEPPERS,AND OTHERS I HAD POLLO VERDURE SALAD,A WARM FEAST OF TORN CHICKEN BREAST AND CHARGRILLED ITALIAN VEGETABLES TOSSED WITH HONEY AND MUSTARD DRESSING,SERVED ON ROCKET AND BABY SPINACH AND DRIZZLED WITH BALSAMIC SYRUP,THEY BOTH WERE VERY YUMMY,ESPACIALLY MY SALAD...UUUGGGHHHH I;D LOVE TO HAVE ANOTHER ONE HEHEHEHE,,,,TIRAMISU WAS OUR DESSERT,WOOOOOOOO,,,,SO DELICIOUSLY MELTING-IN-MOUTH SENSATION.

AFTER OUR SUPER DUPER DELICIOUS LATE LUNCH,WE WENT TO CINEMA AND WATCHED MADAGASCAR 2,I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT HILLARIOUSLY FUNNY.WELL,THAT'S OUR SUNDAY,HOW WAS YOUR SUNDAY???

TURN A NEW LEAF

Thursday,january 01.2009

It's all been the second hour of the new year 2009,i'm still awake here in the lonely night only with my friend(CALVIN)i speand,but not making me much totally happy huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,i really miss my love there(hongkong city)what he do there.with whome,and where he going to celebrate this new year???many question in my mind abt that.

Well,shall i talk abt my new year's eve first??i had lunch at japanese restaurant,where i almost exploded my stomach with the free chrisantemum tea,after that we go to watch the movie''AUSTRALIA''is very good movie''(i crying while i both the ticket for me and calvin.i remember that time when me and rock was delaying to watch the movie bcoz of my mistake)the story is so true,deep and touchy,all the stars playet well,the quality of the movie is indeed fantastic,its as if was watching a set of living photographs,breath-taking scenes of the movie is indeed fantastic,it's as if was watching a actors and actresses!!!it is a must see movie.

Enough of the new year's eve thing.....
2008 was year full of lessons for me,lessons to be a good lovers,we faught here and there,thanks god,those times teach us to understand deeperabout each other.Each day of my life brings me to greater appreciation of having''ROCK''in my life,i truly thank the lord for such a wonderfully caring and loving lovers i have(maybe even not totally)We learn to support each other and together we knit our stories,build our relationship more strongger,and expeRience our journey happiness.
Just several minutes ago,i was enjoying the view of beautiful fireworks outside my window.yeah...this week each year,they have a fireworks show on friday or saturday*they call it born-fire night.I'm always amazed by the colourful view the fireworks given in a dark sky of the night,this experience can only be enjoyed by the bare-eyes and often can be express through picture/photos.seeing it straight away gives a different and better feeling abt it.
it is a pity though...fireworks only last a few second and they are gone by then,otherwise,wouldn't it be a beautiful decoration on the night skies??