Right or wrong

I was sitting on my balcony
not to enjoy the beautiful view like usual...
but tried to make me feel more calm
i had a PROBLEM with my heart...
so i have to think clearly to make an important decision
accompanied with my iPOD+Tissue box
yes,i need lots of tissue to wipe my tears..
because I CRIED a lot too
and suddelly i fell a sleep...
wasn't really realize till i open my eyes and the sky is already dark....x
i've made it...
i mean the decision...
i think it was fine
i was happy too that have made such a right desicion...
but now,i keep wondering...
did i make it right or wrong...??
my heart is full of DOUBT!!!
CAN I TRUST you???
GOD,bin ja imer verwirrt
hab null ahnung!!!